Hai there. I’m Bethy :3 I’m 20 and I live in NH. This is a personal blog full of whatever I like. I suffer from several chronic illness’s. I love cute and creepy things. A anime fan/otaku/all around nerd. XD I cosplay, too. I love animals and I’m a vegetarian. I love to read, I’m always reading something. I have very eclectic taste, so you can except lots of things here. ^^ I’m shy. I’m a little monster. I don’t fill these things out very well and you can get to know me more by asking me stuff. :DTumblr (3.0; @monsterxbethie)http://monsterxbethie.tumblr.com/<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/8c2a003647b5cf0fb43c362e0bdea36a/tumblr_mmt8jpVz531qina7ro1_500.gif"/><br/><br/>http://monsterxbethie.tumblr.com/post/50869745407http://monsterxbethie.tumblr.com/post/50869745407Sun, 19 May 2013 21:14:10 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/5a821e77bf4b24e70bf4ce6f66335c70/tumblr_mmyzg0LPGR1rosho2o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://monsterxbethie.tumblr.com/post/50868913866http://monsterxbethie.tumblr.com/post/50868913866Sun, 19 May 2013 21:03:20 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/2edbd3ad7747f073c4d3286f285143af/tumblr_mltw7cotKh1rbbvjzo1_500.gif"/><br/><br/>http://monsterxbethie.tumblr.com/post/50865547333http://monsterxbethie.tumblr.com/post/50865547333Sun, 19 May 2013 20:18:14 -04001: Full name<br /> 2: Age<br /> 3: 3 Fears<br /> 4: 3 things I love<br /> 5: 4 turns on<br /> 6: 4 turns off<br /> 7: My best friend<br /> 8: Sexual orientation<br /> 9: My best first date<br /> 10: How tall am I<br /> 11: What do I miss<br /> 12: What time were I born<br /> 13: Favourite color<br /> 14: Do I have a crush<br /> 15: Favourite quote<br /> 16: Favourite place<br /> 17: Favourite food<br /> 18: Do I use sarcasm<br /> 19: What am I listening to right now<br /> 20: First thing I notice in new person<br /> 21: Shoe size<br /> 22: Eye color<br /> 23: Hair color<br /> 24: Favourite style of clothing<br /> 25: Ever done a prank call?<br /> 27: Meaning behind my URL<br /> 28: Favourite movie<br /> 29: Favourite song<br /> 30: Favourite band<br /> 31: How I feel right now<br /> 32: Someone I love<br /> 33: My current relationship status<br /> 34: My relationship with my parents<br /> 35: Favourite holiday<br /> 36: Tattoos and piercing i have<br /> 37: Tattoos and piercing i want<br /> 38: The reason I joined Tumblr<br /> 39: Do I and my last ex hate each other?<br /> 40: Do I ever get “good morning” or “good night ” texts?<br /> 41: Have I ever kissed the last person you texted?<br /> 42: When did I last hold hands?<br /> 43: How long does it take me to get ready in the morning?<br /> 44: Have You shaved your legs in the past three days?<br /> 45: Where am I right now?<br /> 46: If I were drunk & can’t stand, who’s taking care of me?<br /> 47: Do I like my music loud or at a reasonable level?<br /> 48: Do I live with my Mom and Dad?<br /> 49: Am I excited for anything?<br /> 50: Do I have someone of the opposite sex I can tell everything to?<br /> 51: How often do I wear a fake smile?<br /> 52: When was the last time I hugged someone?<br /> 53: What if the last person I kissed was kissing someone else right in front of me?<br /> 54: Is there anyone I trust even though I should not?<br /> 55: What is something I disliked about today?<br /> 56: If I could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?<br /> 57: What do I think about most?<br /> 58: What’s my strangest talent?<br /> 59: Do I have any strange phobias?<br /> 60: Do I prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it?<br /> 61: What was the last lie I told?<br /> 62: Do I perfer talking on the phone or video chatting online?<br /> 63: Do I believe in ghosts? How about aliens?<br /> 64: Do I believe in magic?<br /> 65: Do I believe in luck?<br /> 66: What's the weather like right now?<br /> 67: What was the last book I've read?<br /> 68: Do I like the smell of gasoline?<br /> 69: Do I have any nicknames?<br /> 70: What was the worst injury I've ever had?<br /> 71: Do I spend money or save it?<br /> 72: Can I touch my nose with a tounge?<br /> 73: Is there anything pink in 10 feets from me?<br /> 74: Favourite animal?<br /> 75: What was I doing last night at 12 AM?<br /> 76: What do I think is Satan’s last name is?<br /> 77: What’s a song that always makes me happy when I hear it?<br /> 78: How can you win my heart?<br /> 79: What would I want to be written on my tombstone?<br /> 80: What is my favorite word?<br /> 81: My top 5 blogs on tumblr<br /> 82: If the whole world were listening to me right now, what would I say?<br /> 83: Do I have any relatives in jail?<br /> 84: I accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow me with the super-power of my choice! What is that power?<br /> 85: What would be a question I’d be afraid to tell the truth on?<br /> 86: What is my current desktop picture?<br /> 87: Had sex?<br /> 88: Bought condoms?<br /> 89: Gotten pregnant?<br /> 90: Failed a class?<br /> 91: Kissed a boy?<br /> 92: Kissed a girl?<br /> 93: Have I ever kissed somebody in the rain?<br /> 94: Had job?<br /> 95: Left the house without my wallet?<br /> 96: Bullied someone on the internet?<br /> 97: Had sex in public?<br /> 98: Played on a sports team?<br /> 99: Smoked weed?<br /> 100: Did drugs?<br /> 101: Smoked cigarettes?<br /> 102: Drank alcohol?<br /> 103: Am I a vegetarian/vegan?<br /> 104: Been overweight?<br /> 105: Been underweight?<br /> 106: Been to a wedding?<br /> 107: Been on the computer for 5 hours straight?<br /> 108: Watched TV for 5 hours straight?<br /> 109: Been outside my home country?<br /> 110: Gotten my heart broken?<br /> 111: Been to a professional sports game?<br /> 112: Broken a bone?<br /> 113: Cut myself?<br /> 114: Been to prom?<br /> 115: Been in airplane?<br /> 116: Fly by helicopter?<br /> 117: What concerts have I been to?<br /> 118: Had a crush on someone of the same sex?<br /> 119: Learned another language?<br /> 120: Wore make up?<br /> 121: Lost my virginity before I was 18?<br /> 122: Had oral sex?<br /> 123: Dyed my hair?<br /> 124: Voted in a presidential election?<br /> 125: Rode in an ambulance?<br /> 126: Had a surgery?<br /> 127: Met someone famous?<br /> 128: Stalked someone on a social network?<br /> 129: Peed outside?<br /> 130: Been fishing?<br /> 131: Helped with charity?<br /> 132: Been rejected by a crush?<br /> 133: Broken a mirror?<br /> 134: What do I want for birthday?<br /> 135: How many kids do I want and what will be their names?<br /> 136: Was I named after anyone?<br /> 137: Do I like my handwriting?<br /> 138: What was my favourite toy as a child?<br /> 139: Favourite Tv Show?<br /> 140: Where do I want to live when older?<br /> 141: Play any musical instrument?<br /> 142: One of my scars, how did I get it?<br /> 143: Favourite pizza toping?<br /> 144: Am I afraid of the dark?<br /> 145: Am I afraid of heights?<br /> 146: Have I ever got caught sneaking out or doing anything bad?<br /> 147: Have I ever tried my hardest and then gotten disappointed in the end?<br /> 148: What I'm really bad at<br /> 149: What my greatest achievments are<br /> 150: The meanest thing somebody has ever said to me<br /> 151: What I'd do if I won in a lottery<br /> 152: What do I like about myself<br /> 153: My closest Tumblr friend<br /> 154: Something I fantasize about<br /> 155: Any question you'd like?http://monsterxbethie.tumblr.com/post/50865441231http://monsterxbethie.tumblr.com/post/50865441231Sun, 19 May 2013 20:16:46 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/fcf329174af74300125982552c7913ce/tumblr_mmrov2B4OH1qdl613o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://monsterxbethie.tumblr.com/post/50865287765http://monsterxbethie.tumblr.com/post/50865287765Sun, 19 May 2013 20:14:41 -0400<p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://fffcuk.tumblr.com/post/47880650728/what-doesnt-kill-you-fucks-you-up-mentally-and" target="_blank">fffcuk</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p>what doesn’t kill you fucks you up mentally and affects your ability to have stable relationships with other human beings</p> </blockquote>http://monsterxbethie.tumblr.com/post/50865008462http://monsterxbethie.tumblr.com/post/50865008462Sun, 19 May 2013 20:10:51 -0400sigh<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/6011c08bf9bcaae18ec3ee4660da44da/tumblr_mn0yt5lDiR1qlqg3no1_500.png"/><br/><br/><blockquote> <pre><a href="http://www.zerochan.net/1475392" target="_blank">Original</a>   |   <a href="http://scarletora.tumblr.com/" target="_blank">Scarletora</a></pre> </blockquote> <p></p>http://monsterxbethie.tumblr.com/post/50864837539http://monsterxbethie.tumblr.com/post/50864837539Sun, 19 May 2013 20:08:29 -0400Healthy People: I hate my body!<br /> Spoonies: My body hates me!<br /> Healthy People: I hate my job!<br /> Spoonies: I wish I could work!<br /> Healthy People: I stayed out too late; I'm so tired today!<br /> Spoonies: I washed my hair today; I'm too exhausted to do anything else!<br /> Healthy People: Why are you depressed?<br /> Spoonies: There's no "trigger" for depression; it's not just sadness. Depression happens because the chemicals in my head are screwy!<br /> Healthy People: Why don't you ever want to do anything?<br /> Spoonies: You have no idea how much I WANT to do stuff, I just CAN'T sometimes.<br /> Healthy People: I wish I could stay in bed all day!<br /> Spoonies: I wish I could get out of bed today!<br /> Healthy People: Want to go see that new movie at the theater?<br /> Spoonies: *thought process* well, there are 4 stairs to leave the house, 28 steps to the car, the car ride will probably aggravate my headache, more steps and more stairs once we get to the theater, two hours in an uncomfortable chair and $15 to watch a movie I'm probably not going to remember, anxiety from being around so many people, car ride home, getting back into the house...and I have maybe 2 spoons left today. How important is this person to me? Can I push through? Will (s)he mind if we just stay in and catch an older movie on TV?<br /> Healthy People: If you were more active/ate better/lost weight/etc., maybe you would feel better<br /> Spoonies: I'm doing everything within my power to feel better. Sometimes being active is impossible, what I eat is dependent upon what my body can digest, and weight loss is difficult when the first two are beyond my control. <br /> Healthy People: I just read that this new diet/supplement/medication/alternative therapy/yoga pose/etc. can help people with your condition.<br /> Spoonies: If there is something that has shown promise in my medical community, there are people who have tried it. I have likely tried it. I know you just want to help me feel better but you're making it seem as though there's some "magic cure" out there and I'm just not trying hard enough.<br /> Healthy People: What doesn't kill you makes you stronger/God won't give you more than you can handle/Positive thinking/the power of prayer/any other cliche saying<br /> Spoonies: Sometimes, what doesn't kill you makes you beg for death. Also, please don't quote scripture or talk to me about God and prayer if you aren't familiar with my religious beliefs. Not only might that be offensive to me but, also, this has seemed like more than I can handle for way too long. <br /> Healthy People: Check out the new bag I bought!<br /> Spoonies: *thought process* would all my meds fit in that? <br /> Healthy People: How does my butt look in these jeans?<br /> Spoonies: Oh, crap! Did I put on shoes today?<br /> Healthy People: Doctor, what's wrong with me?<br /> Spoonies: When we left last time, we were talking about this symptom I've been having. I did some research, I think it might be...... (and they're usually right!)http://monsterxbethie.tumblr.com/post/50864693754http://monsterxbethie.tumblr.com/post/50864693754Sun, 19 May 2013 20:06:31 -0400<p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://33113.tumblr.com/post/38505833345" target="_blank">33113</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p>don’t be too clingy<br/>don’t be such a ‘girl’<br/>be a woman<br/>but be hairless like a child</p> <p>don’t wear skimpy outfits<br/>don’t be such a ‘slut’<br/>be modest<br/>but take it off when i ask<br/><br/>don’t assert yourself<br/>don’t be such a ‘bitch’<br/>be nice to me<br/>but don’t be a fucking doormat<br/><br/>don’t be ignorant<br/>don’t be such a ‘bimbo’<br/>be intelligent<br/>but don’t argue your opinion with me<br/><br/>don’t wear make-up ever<br/>don’t be so ‘insecure’<br/>be yourself<br/>but don’t complain if i don’t like it</p> </blockquote>http://monsterxbethie.tumblr.com/post/50859322309http://monsterxbethie.tumblr.com/post/50859322309Sun, 19 May 2013 18:54:05 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/d81131262b1064f616e398ee789039d8/tumblr_mmzo7e1iH41rup5weo1_500.gif"/><br/><br/>http://monsterxbethie.tumblr.com/post/50859123935http://monsterxbethie.tumblr.com/post/50859123935Sun, 19 May 2013 18:51:25 -0400<p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://the-adequate-gatsby.tumblr.com/post/50669347136/the-adequate-gatsby-the-adequate-gatsby-my" target="_blank">the-adequate-gatsby</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://the-adequate-gatsby.tumblr.com/post/50668468969/the-adequate-gatsby-my-sister-keeps-asking-me" target="_blank">the-adequate-gatsby</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://the-adequate-gatsby.tumblr.com/post/50667978361/my-sister-keeps-asking-me-if-i-want-to-go-see-the" target="_blank">the-adequate-gatsby</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p>My sister keeps asking me if I want to go see The Great Cosby with her and I don’t have it in my heart to correct her.</p> </blockquote> <p><img alt="image" src="http://media.tumblr.com/8cace5ac37c1eddec20a865d4bfdccd6/tumblr_inline_mmyj8krTRm1qz4rgp.png"/></p> </blockquote> <p><img alt="image" src="http://media.tumblr.com/3328a4dda62a46d736620798bfde7f73/tumblr_inline_mmyjusrSBd1qz4rgp.png"/></p> </blockquote> <p></p>http://monsterxbethie.tumblr.com/post/50788968954http://monsterxbethie.tumblr.com/post/50788968954Sun, 19 May 2013 00:49:17 -0400Stage 1: Hi! How are you today?<br /> Stage 2: lol ok hi sup<br /> Stage 3: LOLOL OK WOW HAHA<br /> Stage 4: oHTFSKJSFN FOFd OD SDJ uR KIDDING lOL SFDKSHD I CANT lliTERALLY SCrREAMING I loVE U OMfG<br /> Stage 5: HERE'S MY CELL# TEXT ME WHEN I'M IN CLASS PLEASE I LOVE YOU<br /> Stage 6: when's your birthday<br /> Stage 7: heresmyhomeaddressandphonenumberandeverythingyouneedtokillme<br /> Stage 8: marriedhttp://monsterxbethie.tumblr.com/post/50788579654http://monsterxbethie.tumblr.com/post/50788579654Sun, 19 May 2013 00:43:19 -0400<p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://buttsdotcom.tumblr.com/post/46112508330/i-need-to-loose-30-pounds-in-today" target="_blank">buttsdotcom</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p>I need to lose 30 pounds in today</p> </blockquote>http://monsterxbethie.tumblr.com/post/50787680357http://monsterxbethie.tumblr.com/post/50787680357Sun, 19 May 2013 00:30:05 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/72f240950cf8c9c35f0ad327ff116f48/tumblr_mgfvnj9gkc1r8mmrfo1_500.gif"/><br/><br/>http://monsterxbethie.tumblr.com/post/50785805047http://monsterxbethie.tumblr.com/post/50785805047Sun, 19 May 2013 00:02:54 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/45bc9b1c0b9b28b5f6d1d1e01dcb757d/tumblr_mmz2qe9YQM1qm31tko1_500.png"/><br/><br/>http://monsterxbethie.tumblr.com/post/50785508912http://monsterxbethie.tumblr.com/post/50785508912Sat, 18 May 2013 23:58:36 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/a84ebb87858b6768e0a7c3e0195ee9fc/tumblr_mmo8m8sc671rvkdiyo1_500.png"/><br/><br/>http://monsterxbethie.tumblr.com/post/50784950902http://monsterxbethie.tumblr.com/post/50784950902Sat, 18 May 2013 23:50:21 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/20e809165d8a399cc811564cdd2c9477/tumblr_mhc98pzoUO1rzvqgio2_500.gif"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/e04d32e4f87b5a241855f4109a0396d8/tumblr_mhc98pzoUO1rzvqgio1_500.gif"/><br/> <br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://2xhiddenbladekind.tumblr.com/post/41715421529" target="_blank">2xhiddenbladekind</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://airisus.tumblr.com/post/41698606913/im-not-even-sorry" target="_blank">airisus</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p>I’m not even sorry</p> </blockquote> <p>GOD BLESS</p> </blockquote>http://monsterxbethie.tumblr.com/post/50639833353http://monsterxbethie.tumblr.com/post/50639833353Fri, 17 May 2013 03:34:21 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lz2tc9DKwa1qc4a6lo1_500.gif"/><br/><br/>http://monsterxbethie.tumblr.com/post/50639682000http://monsterxbethie.tumblr.com/post/50639682000Fri, 17 May 2013 03:29:02 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/5843e6ec00a2a6d1bc5e954d20751987/tumblr_mig1ru6xYd1qgwqw9o1_500.gif"/><br/><br/>http://monsterxbethie.tumblr.com/post/50638678067http://monsterxbethie.tumblr.com/post/50638678067Fri, 17 May 2013 02:56:49 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/69429172e892760e60b681e21c0d992a/tumblr_mmo5egfne51qmbtsso1_500.gif"/><br/><br/>http://monsterxbethie.tumblr.com/post/50637750017http://monsterxbethie.tumblr.com/post/50637750017Fri, 17 May 2013 02:30:25 -0400